Thursday, March 26, 2009
Frustrations over timing
I'm worried that our timing is going to be as good as I'd like. D is always tired and not in the mood on workdays. Hopefully, o day won't be until the weekend and we'll have a chance. However, D is probably working all weekend again (he worked Saturday and Sunday last week too). It's very frustrating to get turned down all the time, but I'm trying to surrender it. I'm trying to be confident that God will bring us together at the right time, but it's really hard since using a day is the one aspect of TTC that I have any control over. I hate feeling like I'm doing all the work and like I'm forcing D. It's CD 16 and I'm on day 5 of good 10C/K. My best guess that o will be between Saturday (CD 18) and Tuesday (CD 21). The good news is that I've been feeling better for the past couple days.