Thursday, March 26, 2009

Frustrations over timing

I'm worried that our timing is going to be as good as I'd like.  D is always tired and not in the mood on workdays.  Hopefully, o day won't be until the weekend and we'll have a chance.  However, D is probably working all weekend again (he worked Saturday and Sunday last week too).  It's very frustrating to get turned down all the time, but I'm trying to surrender it.   I'm trying to be confident that God will bring us together at the right time, but it's really hard since using a day is the one aspect of TTC that I have any control over.  I hate feeling like I'm doing all the work and like I'm forcing D.  It's CD 16 and I'm on day 5 of good 10C/K.  My best guess that o will be between Saturday (CD 18) and Tuesday (CD 21).  The good news is that I've been feeling better for the past couple days.


  1. Oh sweetie! I know the feeling! ugg!! I feel like I drag my husband to the bedroom like a little innocent lamb! ;) Not all the time, but sometimes. When he used to tell me No I would sob, now he just says "right noooowww"? hahahaha

    But you know you are infertile when your husband screams AGAIN!!!!!!!????????

    Shoot me in the head! I tell God every month, I just don't have it in me anymore, so please work with what is given.

    Hopefully I will get on some ovulation drugs, because then I know we will be guaranteed to do it. How horrible is that?

    I am not sure at this point I could even have an every day marathon. I am so burned out on it. :)

    You are not alone.

  2. This has also happened to us many times. I think it is the evil one at work not waiting us faithful servents to reproduce!