Sunday, May 10, 2009
CD 1...Cycle 20
Waking up at 4:15 in the morning and going to the bathroom to find bleeding was not the way I wanted to start Mother's Day. The new cycle starting hit me hard than I thought it would since it was at least different from the early spotting I've had for most of the past year (except of course the break cycle). I also feel bad having to tell D that it didn't work...again. Maybe after my surgery (still planning on December...for financial reasons), there will be a chance. However, I'm worried about how I'm going to handle it if I still don't get pregnant and we hit 2011.