Saturday, January 10, 2009
I'm still spotting/bleeding, but it's not heavy enough to count as my period yet. It looks like it'll be another time where I'm bleeding for at least 20 straight days (I'm already at 10). I've been feeling sad and stressed. My 5 1/2 year old computer is falling apart, but it's going to be a while before we can get a new one. we won't have our credit card balances paid off until July and then we have to save up for a computer. My car (2001 Honda) is still in good shape, but it's in for a major service costing about $600 since it's got almost 150,000 miles on it and we plan to keep it for hopefully about 5 more years.
I contacted PPVI since it's been almost 6 weeks since they receive my letter. They said that Dr. Hilgers will hopefully be working on the response this weekend. She took my email address and will email me the letter when it's ready, so that's good news. Most likely, I won't be able to do anything until next cycle unless the response is on Monday or Tuesday. Of course testing and treatment will cost money.
I know I shouldn't be worrying about things as much as I am. I need to work on putting things in God's hands. I'm almost finished reading Left to Tell; I need to be more like Immaculee, her faith in such harrowing circumstances is amazing.