Monday, November 17, 2008
I think a lot of the sadness I'm feeling today comes from the fact that I had my annual well woman/pap this morning at my ob/gyn. Going there is disappointing. I had hope that the Clomid would help me get pregnant, and they also never found a cause for the bleeding I was having a few months ago. Also, when I went last November, I never thought that I'd be going back the following November and not be pregnant.
I was not impressed with the comment that I got from the NP when she was asking if we were still trying to get pregnant. She said the famous "I bet if you stop trying it will happen then". I replied that I'm pretty sure that there is something causing our problems and it needs to be found and treated. Everyone who works in a ob/gyn's office should have to take a workshop on things that help those who are infertile and what not to say. I also wish that I hadn't had to sit and look at the bulletin board of birth annoucements. By the time I left, I was distracted enough that I forgot to request copies of my medical records to send to Dr. Hilgers. I have to remember to call tomorrow.
I'm feeling sad and cranky right now and D's at basketball and won't be home for a couple more hours.